1. |
Anhedonia
04:03
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i’m all that she needed to leave
she's all that I needed to breathe
i just changed the sheets of my deathbed
now i'm maybe just hangin’ by a thread
it’s been a while since i last gave a fuck
drinking to death from dawn until dusk
i can help you run through your lines
still i might just keep my mouth tight shut
shawty if you stay up tonight
and if you need someone, you can borrow my time
though it means nothing to me
since it means nothing to you
and it leads nowhere for us
could it mean something?
_
i’m bored, Annie, aren’t you too?
come lay in bed, be ourselves
we used to find love oh so beautiful
we’re now waiting for something to feel right
you’re bored, Annie, god i am too
come stay in bed, by ourselves
we used to find lust so damn beautiful
now we have nothing to do, now we are nothing
_
all that she wanna believe
is all that i needed to see
i can't help you run through your lies
cause I just saw them in your eyes
shawty if you stay up tonight
and if you need someone, you can borrow my time
though it means nothing to me
since it means nothing to you
and it leads nowhere for us
could it mean something?
i’m having a hard time;
to see you...
to reach you...
to kiss you...
_
i can’t feel a thing, can someone save me now?
don’t mind me, i’m broken forever
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2. |
Waiting for Love
03:52
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for years i’m a mess
i wish i cared less
about my younger days
if not for my luck
you could be around
but would it be the same?
your words cut too deep
i play them on repeat
over and over in my head
«we should keep in touch
i’d miss you too much»
i’d really like for you to shut your mouth
i used to care about love, can you imagine?
i used to shape my life around what you needed
i must have cared about you, what was i thinking?
these days i can’t help but hope you’re feeling alone
_
what if i step into careless hearts?
what if i kiss any thoughtless mouths?
what if i go through it all again?
i swear that maybe i’ll stop waiting for love
what if you stumble naked in my bed?
what if you kiss my lips one last time?
what if we try it all once again?
i wish that one day i’ll stop wanting your love
_
four years since you left
i still am a mess
how pathetic this sounds?
if just for a f**k
i would be around
long enough to fall for you
life is too short to look behind
love is too cruel, i won’t waste my time
my heart is too cold to be yours
my room is too small for you anyway
i used to care about love, can you imagine?
i used to shape my life around what you needed
i must have cared about you, what was i thinking?
these days i can’t help but hope you’re feeling alone
_
i’ll stop texting you at night
if you swear you will stop being pretty
i’m not asking for love
you’ll stop texting me at night
if i swear i will stop dreaming of you...
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3. |
Rooms Interlude
01:39
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if i leave my room tonight
will you be there at the club?
if we share a cab tonight
will it drive us home together?
if you leave my room tonight
we may never know what could be
if you take his call tonight
it will brake my heart forever
what if i told you there’s room for love?
would it chase you right away?
i’ll give you a call in the morning
to let you know you could have stayed
i’ll give you a call in the morning
to let you know you could have stayed
i’ll give you a call in the evening
to let you know you should have stayed
what if i told you there’s room for love?…
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4. |
Yung Lust
02:59
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i’m old
26 like all of my friends
you're young
like you it doesn’t get unnoticed
i noticed
they act like you are average
but know this:
i noticed
your grey eyes
last night i met the cutest thing
the only problem is i can’t stop thinking of you
and grey skies look so blue when you are around
and clear skies looks crowded when i’m all alone
would've you wrote your name on my hand?
would've you typed your number in my phone?
would you notice me if i was younger?
cause i'd been glad to meet you
_
with the knife in my back
that's acting all jealous
and her name in the paper
that's screaming quieter
i’m free and i owe it all to you
(let’s stop faking it, this time it’s you & me)
(i’ll stop faking it as soon we’re old enough)
_
i'll let you go back to where you’re from
i guess it is all for the best
your eyes are fixing the lines that i’ll never write
my eardrums shake to the lines that you’ll never ear
last night i dreamt the saddest thing
of you with someone else and looked like you we’re in love
i cannot help now to see me in his shoes
i cannot help now to picture you in my room
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Heartbeats
03:37
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our first night ended in your bed
our last i ended on the floor
still waste my time thinking of us
through all the shit you sent my way
in 5 years let’s meet in Paris
tu seras ma Céline in the night
these streets can hold us for a while
until the city turn off the lights
what if we’re both alone tonight?
let’s take our chances just this time
it feels as if our past is close
we’re broken anyway so we should be fine
_
our heartbeats may never sync together again
yet when it skips i’m thinking of you
in one heartbeat I would make the same mistake
wishing this time i’d leave before you
_
you did wanted to fuck him
what does it have to do with me?
yes, we were superconnected
but it wasn’t time to leave
what if we’re both alone tonight?
let’s take our chances just this time
it feels as if our past is close
we’re broken anyway so we should be fine
_
our heartbeats may never sync together again
yet when it skips i’m thinking of you
in one heartbeat i would make the same mistake
wishing this time i’d leave before you
our heartbeats may never sync together again
yet when it skips you're thinking of me
in one heartbeat you should make our first mistake
to realize at last this love was true
_
why can’t we go to the beach like John & Olivia?
convince ourselves we could fall in love over again
you heard me say «all good things come to an end»
can you just say «just hold me, it’s okay» ?
(can you just stay? i’ll hold you, it’s okay…)
_
our heartbeats may never sync together again
yet when it skips i’m thinking of you
in one heartbeat i would make the same mistake
wishing this time i’d leave before you
our heartbeats may never sync together again
yet when it skips you're thinking of me
in one heartbeat we should make our last mistake
and realize at last this love is through
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Endngs Montreal, Québec
Endngs is a solo bedroom pop project out of Montreal, Qc.
Pleased to meet.
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