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Sadwaves
02:54
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tell me, have you missed me?
have you filled the void with someone you trust?
anyhow, please show me
how to tsunami my insides
only you know
i’m not stupid
i’m only fucking dumb
i’m all you avoid and more
give back my heart, it’s dead anyway
please stop shoving knives in me
only you could
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stand in line baby
while i try to get my shit together
i don’t feel ready for love
would i take you back? you’re crazy
i’m better down and out forever
you can blame my heart this time
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have you not convinced me?
by filling my heart with something like lust
if everyone could show me
how to fade into someone
only you would
i’m terrified of the state of being lost
i’ve never felt so alone
throw me a lifeline, i’m drowning away
please steal back my breath from me
only you could
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i need to say it:
i still see your face when the lights are closed
why do you feel so close?
you need to hear it:
you’ll never erase the mistake you did
forever on your lips
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Out of Reach
03:40
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''no''
that’s a word you don’t cross often
cause you are straight idolized
not by me though, i won’t lie
i’ll keep my distance from what’s true
can’t take the chance of letting you
start to believe
before i get to leave
oh, i can see my future with you
it’s crystal clear, do you feel it too?
i’ll be the one to go
just want to let you know
i’m sorry lately i’m already gone
i’ll miss you but i’m already gone
it’s so sad..
what do you want me to say?
''i love you'' ?
cause i don't
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what kind of mistake am i, my love?
the one you leave behind when love is on the line?
just wanna be someone else tonight
please leave me out of your dreams tonight
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''fuck''
that’s a word i use too often
an act i don’t, i realize
just with you though, i can’t lie
i thought about undressing you
not in the way your boyfriend do
it was a while ago
just had to let you know
i’m sorry this time i’m totally gone
you’ll miss me but i’m forever gone
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telling you less, keeping it light
what’s the point in seeing you all the time?
more of the less, the same empty lines
what’s the point in seeing you all the time?
none of the less, there’s too many lies
what’s the point in seeing you all the time?
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Interstellar
03:43
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i close my eyes and i coast right through life
wish she would be here now
i waited long enough
if she could be here now
i’d walk up to her
say ''what you’re doing now?
c’mon let’s fall in love''
say, do you trust me now?
i’m not weird i swear
just getting older
how i wish that would stop
i swear i’d live just for her
in the meantime i sing just for me
oh when my hope fades
i look up
and when my heart breaks
girl i’m with you
now when my whole world is falling apart
i doubt it’s expanding
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felt my life shape shift tonight
heard the sound of stars collide
saw your eyes, fluorescent light
wish it would never go out
please don’t fall for someone else
i won’t fall for no one else
make my heart shape shift tonight
make me ashamed of feeling alive
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i close my eyes and fall right back to sleep
dreaming of being out of my own head
just woke up in a flashback with you
''say, what you’re doing there? go back to him
say, do you trust me when I tell you back then
what we had between us was fucking real?''
i swear i’d break down and cry
in the off chance it’d be true this time
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U.M.P.
03:05
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shades of a smile are showing on my face
it’s a shame no one is there, i’m all alone
my mood is out of control, i can’t keep up
why can’t i stay still with you?
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you try to be in my life
i’m trying being alive
can’t find my heartbeat as long as you’re mine
a picture; what is a smile?
i did it once in a while
i’m hiding somewhere underneath my past
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next time i’ll let you inside
so you can be all i need
how about you?
next time you let me inside
i pray to be ready
say, how about now?
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Endngs Montreal, Québec
Endngs is a solo bedroom pop project out of Montreal, Qc.
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